January 2009
Realizations
Lately i have come to realize a few things about life…
1) Trust is not something that should be given out to everyone
2) A few really close, good friends is alot better than alot of more distant friends
3) When going through a hardship keep all who you care about close and let them in…it helps alot!!
4) When things don’t go your way keep trying till they do…”slam...
“You told me to love you and I did
Tied my soul into a knot and got me to submit...”
– Dead Memories by Slipknot
“Most of our exports come from oversees”
– The ex-president
Currently...
I am just living life.
Dealing with the triumphs and disasters.
Never knowing when something significant will happen.
Always walking in the shadow of doubt.
Enjoying it one step at a time.
Thermite Recipe!! →
I'll carry you with me to the top
Life for me lately has been a mixture of good and bad. It gets really confusing when something bad happens and you just want to sit around and be depressed and then something super happy happens and you can’t really be depressed anymore. To most that might seem like a good thing but to me its not. I’m confused enough i don’t need all these mood changes right now…Oh well, i...
“You call it madness, but I call it love.”
– Don Byas
Running on empty...
So today my little sister had a cheerleading competition. And being the amazing older brother i am i tagged a long and cheered her on. Overall it was a good day…my littler sister’s cheer team took second in the competition and i watched a few good movies. Though now i am doing laundry and i’m practically falling asleep while writing this.
Introduction to the beginning of a disaster
Life like the business cycle tends to have its ups and downs. For awhile my life has pretty much been on a steady decline, but recently my life has hit a whole new low. The death of my mom has brought me this far down, but thanks to erik and jonny i have managed to stay with it and alive. The only thing about still being here that excites me is i get to see the train wreck of my life play out with...