January 2010
hmmm...words. opinions on this would be much...
I asked you to look inside yourself and you showed me a mirror. I stared into your eyes and you turned away. I never understood why you always pushed me aside. Then I saw you were always by yourself. You never let me in and for that may just be your down fall. But rest assured that if you fall I will always be there to catch you. Becuase in that second I stared into your I eyes I understood
You...
attempt at a verse for a jerkin song
I’m a jerk…I’m a jerk…I’m a jerk…jerk jerk jerk.
Yea I’m a jerk. No I don’t wear skinniez. I rock my normal jeans and vlados. Walking down the streets I hear your whispers about my flat brim. Keep mugging cause if you blink you might miss my pendrop.
I’m a jerk…I’m a jerk…I’m a jerk…jerk jerk jerk
You busy...
Whispers...
The wind whispers quietly as it blows
It reminds me of all the good times with you
I remember being woken up at five in the morning to you whispering in my ear
I remember those times on the dance floor when you would whisper to me under the music
It seems that whispers held our relationship together
If we weren’t whispering it seemed like we were fighting
And when we weren’t...
Reality...
Slapped in the face
Knocked from this dream by force
I wouldn’t choose this by any means
I wouldn’t pay to never see you again
I wish both worlds were the same
Maybe reality would be fun then
**fuck…school starts tomorrow…I’ve seen better days. Well off to bed, up at 6.**
To Whom it May Concern
If you are reading this it means I’m gone and at one point you cared
I just wanted to let you know that I miss you and I still cherish all of the good times
You aren’t the reason nor the deciding factor in this decision
You are what kept me going for so long
Every time my heart skipped a beat or my head got tangled
I thought of the ones that held me close
There was a few of you...
Night...
The night is my time
I can wonder these deserted streets
With only the stars as my company
Hiding behind my headphones I feel at home
Bouncing my thoughts off the stars and the emptiness
Only another lone soul joining me could make this more perfect
Will you be that lone soul…
Dreams...
They entertain me
They allow us to defy gravity
They are unique to each and everyone of us
They are what makes this world so special
They are very hard to obtain but when obtained are powerful
For these reasons they terrify me, because with dreams there is too much uncertainty. They leave way too many variables alone. One dream can save the world while another can destroy us all…Dreams...